Healing and Transformation
New things are happening in my life. I don’t know where this is going to lead, but I have the faith that it is going to go somewhere. My intentions are in helping others and through what I bring to the table with the occurrences in my life. It will also guide me from the caterpillar, through each stage to the butterfly. There is a lot of healing and transformation coming about.
Interestingly, I just had this talk with my coach yesterday. I have found my way to be able to nurture “my” children finally. My own children, who I was estranged from many years ago, are now 28 and 22. During the time of the estrangement through a label called Parental Alienation, I built up many, many years of unconditional love and nurturing that I was never “allowed” to give them and I am able to do that now that they are adults. With that, I lived through many years of the pain and heartbreak that anyone would get with the loss of a child. In my case, this loss was a little different as there was no closure and no death to grieve and it seemed like there was no getting over it. That has all changed, though and now comes an opportunity for healing and transformation.
Moving into New Adventures
Until that one day, many years later, when the first steps of healing began with my son. Going through a personal development class together opened the door to healing for both of us. Our relationship is stronger and stronger every day. My daughter is following suit. I know deep in my heart and soul that our relationship will transform and blossom just like has for my son and me.
So, a couple of months ago, I believed my intuition and made the decision to volunteer for an amazing group called Tomorrow’s Rainbow. My primary job there now is as a Program Facilitator, so I get to spend time in nature with the horses and the children; it surrounds me, and that connects to my soul. What better place can I be for loving those babies through their healing and grieving?
I am so excited to be a part of this new adventure in my life.
There is also an event coming up on March 11, 2017, called Hope Floats, to benefit children’s grief support programs at Tomorrow’s Rainbow, at Esplanade Park at the Ft Lauderdale Riverwalk. Join us! We hope to see you there!